“Thankful Trust.” That’s the phrase my wife has been reminding me of repeatedly in the last few months, and it’s appropriate to share it with you during this week of Thanksgiving. Here’s the reason behind this frequent reminder.
A little less than a year ago, I entered a new place of transition in my life. I have been involved in Christian education for over 30 years and have been able to learn and grow as a leader through my experience. However, during the last two decades together, we (my wife and I) have also been walking through a challenging journey that included her battle with cancer, and it has progressed to the point where I needed to find opportunities to use my experience and skill set in ways that would allow me much greater flexibility to care for my wife’s needs. So, I stepped away from my role as the head of a Christian School, re-established my old website under a new name (www.LeadershipEzra.com), published my second book (“Leadership Ezra”, a book that specifically addresses effective Christian leadership drawn from lessons taken from the Old Testament book of Ezra, available on Amazon), and began to explore opportunities to teach undergraduate and graduate courses on leadership within online programs. I have thoroughly enjoyed being able to organize and clarify some of my thoughts in writing, and then being able to share those thoughts with you. It has helped me to grow even more in my own leadership while giving me the chance to benefit others, and so I hope it is helpful for you. But this process of transition I have been walking through is quite frightening with lots of unknowns – regarding my wife’s health as well as my source of income and service to God – and so I have had to be intentional about trusting God with a thankful attitude.
That brings me back to “Thankful Trust.” It has kind of become a mantra in the last few months, especially when I become overwhelmed with anxiety and uncertainty. Clearly, God has been directing my life in this process (a story for another time), but in my humanity, it is still easy for me to take my eyes off of God and focus on my circumstances. Hence the reason for intentionally being frequently reminded to live in thankful trust: thankful to God regardless of the circumstances, and trusting His love, care, provision, and direction, fully believing that I am in His will and therefore trusting His plan and purpose. After all, isn’t that one of the primary lessons that I took away from my study of Ezra?
So, in this week of Thanksgiving, may I remind and encourage you to be intentionally thankful as well, regardless of life’s circumstances, knowing that God loves you and has a plan and purpose for you, Trust His plan, and choose a spirit of gratitude.
Happy Thanksgiving!
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